"..Lost love.."

Those attractive eyes, your cute chubby cheeks, the lovely sweet lips, the slightly flat nose, the shaped eyebrows, the silky smooth hands, the perfectly awesome smile... I’m gonna miss everything. But those memories will always remain deep inside me. All those moments that we were together, all those time that we spent on the phone, the small-small fights, all those dreams that we had for us, that happy little time when we used to walk together hand in hand, those sweet kisses, the messages, your sound, everything..., I know I am never going to get those moments back again, never again. I will surely miss them for sure, miss them badly. All I can do is recall every moment but then tears rolls down and I feel as if there is no more life that I need to live.

I still remember the day we met; I still remember the day when I texted you for the first time, the contents, the reply and everything related to you and me. There are things that I might forget but if it is associated with you then you need not worry its stored deep in my mind and cannot be cleared off easily. But then, now we are not together. Who's fault was it, yours or mine? Well I do believe it’s mine.
I used to believe in God but then why am I an atheist now? All I can say is that things are complicated. By the term complicated I do mean it. I hope one day you will realize the reason for our breakup.

Now that you are going to get married, you will forget those moments and the memories. You will move on with your new life and forget everything about me. You might not even recall my name or my face after a couple of years. But i bet you will be there and your memories will be there in me and will probably die along with me.

 You might never realize how much I loved you but I believe no one can ever love you like I did. For you were my first love and the only one.